a shout out to courtneighbaby.

I think I'm content with my blog now. sort of. haha.

Guys, this is going to be a whiny post because right now I feel like crap and I'm tired and have many things to complain about. As Aaron said to me yesterday, it's better to talk about it than to keep it bottled in. I'm not going to go on as much as I did with him, but, I'll talk a couple of things.

Like most girls, I absolutely hate my body. There are so many parts of it I dislike: my round face, my thin, lifeless hair, my lack of decent tan, my spotty arms, small eyes, love handles, puppy-fat belly, large thighs and knobbly knees. I have to say the only parts of me I like are my lips, nose, hands, arms and feet. The freaking weird parts, haha. I don't like the food my parents give me cause I know it's mostly unhealthy and I suggest alternatives a lot. But more often than not I'd rather not eat at all. And I know that's not healthy either, so, argh D:

I love bike riding, but I don't have a bike. I know bike riding could be that PERFECT solution for me but I normally only get to do it when Billy and Keegan want to/feel like it. I'd love to do it all the time but I don't have the money to.

Another thing, money. It's something we seem to be lacking right now and even though I have jobs, and my parents do, it's just not enough. It's really frustrating and my parents talk financial problems all the time, leaving me in the dust to think: is this gonna be the end of us?

Cause, yeah, I feel like my parents are on the verge.

I don't want that. :(

so, I'm spending most of my time acting like a kid and doing funny faces and things, with Courtneigh. She pretty much is my little sister: I trust her with everything and we're really similiar so if we're feeling the same mood and want to be alone, we still feel good being with each other.

<3