Hello World, I've left my iPod docking station downstairs, meaning I've got my headphones in.

The thing is, they're giving me such a horrible headache, but that might be the glare from the light. All of these factors don't add up to a happy Lem, especially at 11:15pm. Not that that's particularly late for me; I stay up late a lot, and still get up early in the mornings.

I have such a horrible memory. Something happens and flits out just as quickly as it came. I can barely remember what I've said throughout the day, let alone what I did last week. It's not healthy and needs to be dealt with, but I can't change my body clock just like that *tries to snap fingers*.

It's a real low point in my life for me right now. I spent time with friends today, the friends I know actually like me; but I feel so bad for others and wish things were back to before. Some people just create trouble and it doesn't solve anything; just makes it all so much worse. Surely there's a good way out of this? I really don't know.

Mum's at work tomorrow, meaning another day alone. Hopefully, I can get something done this time, instead of being distracted by a liar.

toodles.

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