I'd like to save I've missed you, but unfortunately, that's not the case.
You've become tedious, like most of the aspects of my life right now.
What exactly makes adults say that the teenage years are the most exciting parts of your life? If that's true, then my life is going to be pretty boring, if you ask me. I don't know, maybe it's because I've made it like that. I was never much of an excitable person.
Anyway, what I really meant to say is that I've been particularly busy over the past.. month? Months? However long since I last updated you. Well, of course, I started college and I had my job interview at the famed McDonalds. Congratulations are in order, I got the job and have been there for a week or so. It's not as bad as I'd imagined it to be. Today, I got given a job other than drive thru and enjoyed it. How can someone enjoy cleaning tables? Then again, they like having me on drive thru for some reason. Maybe no one likes talking to people any more?
I would've included myself in that, but maybe it's just that i'm easily intimidated by those too close, yet too far, but passersby I could share my life story with. Like how I can easily post my problems online and expect more sympathy in return than if I'd asked someone face-to-face.
This, dear blog, is the future of communication.
People would rather talk to unknowns, because that's all they'll ever be, unknowns. When you involve other aspects, like further communication [texts, phone calls, meet ups] you risk endangering the solid, yet fragile, friendship you've built up through a computer. Trust me, I know first hand. In more than one way.
I must say though, I've met a lot of new people lately. At work, at college and just.. through other people. And yes, I do enjoy their company and like talking to them. But I just kind of.. don't know how to build up a friendship any more. Like, for example, my new friend Emma has a free period at the same time I do and we hang out, and it's good. Fun. But then she introduces me to her friends and it's a whole new, foreign situation.
Maybe I'm just crap with people my own age. Is it weird that I can talk to an adult, or someone older, for more than a minute without losing hold of the conversation?
I think Christmas will be exciting this year.
Although I'm working on Boxing Day and I know mum's going to be livid by the end of Joan and Mike's stay, I think I might possibly enjoy their company.
Also, you have to catch me on this, I'm going to go a week without swearing.
I've become a delinquent and I don't like it. So, stop me if I curse, okay?
Thank you blog, I know you'll shout at my if I use a cuss.
Because, you know, you're alive and all.
Do you fancy a change of layout?
I think.. after Winter, we'll spruce you up.
Make you pretty. You'd like that, wouldn't you?
Around Winter, my favourite things are:
- Muffins, especially chocolate ones
- Hot chocolates, with sprinkles, marshmallows
- Hot chocolates, with sprinkles, marshmallows
- "Fast Times At Barrington High"
- Fuzzy scarves
- Snow machines
- 'Wolfs Rain', an anime about humans who are hunted
You should definitely check it out:
Start from there (:
Here's Kiba, Blog;
Quite 'dashing', huh?
Oh no, Merlin finishes next weekend.
Well, no, they're making another series, but that'll be next year! I don't want it to end <3
Nunight Blog, I hope to speak with you soon
xo.
