Thursday, March 11

reconsideration.

The other day in English, we were discussing the recent languages of e-communication. And my teacher asked if anyone had a blog, and I remembered you. So, I showed him my blog, and it made me feel bad that I haven't updated for so, so long.

And the thing is, I've had the time. I just haven't.. wanted to. There's loads of things I can speak about, believe me, but I just can't seem to write them down right.

College is going... well I guess. There are some lessons I'm not liking, some I am, and some that are just not worth it any more. One of these being art. Of course, I love drawing and I feel proud of myself once I've completed a drawing, but I don't like it being compulsory. My art exam is in two weeks and it is just dragging me down, I can't seem to get my head around it and no matter what encouragement I get, I know my report's prediction of "four marks off of an A" is going to plummet right down to an E.

But I know if I tried at it, I might be able to get a good grade. It's just not happening. Everything else seems fine, though. Politics is fun, English is fun, Sociology is work. Well.

Sorry for boring you, blog. I just don't know what to write.
I wanted to write about how I feel so out of place now I have no group of friends any more, or about how I.. only really have one best friend now, or how everything's just dragging on now.

I don't know, that's just me being me.
I should stop it.

Seeing You Me At Six on Friday, next week.
Shall be fun. <3

working tomorrow night, saturday and sunday,
not fun

Toodles.
xo.